` happenstance

I tell you, exams, they get on my nerves.

Had lunch with Aisyah, Intan and Eileen to calm my nerves down.
Thank goodness for O`Briens' booster drink. *yumm.

Anyway, don't get me started with my thinking skills anymore.
I have concluded that I don't learn anything that way.

Based on my carry marks, I think hope I'm gonna pass it.
At least.
haha. Since when was I ever contented with just passing?
Since I saw the paper just now. Flaws flaws flaws. All yours :)

I was pretty damned depressed after the second paper la.
Then I came home to my new a bit crazy puppy/dog.
Jack Russell, they call it?
Anyway it's so damn cute I just wanna pinch it.

It walks funny, yelps funny, and makes me happy.
I'll upload a picture soon.
Oh and it's called Prince.
I'm contemplating if I should bathe it and dirty myself.

*thinks*
Nah... I have some party to go to later.
Doggy can stand being smelly for another day week or so?

=_='

Shit. Procrastinate.
Okay, i'm gonna go back to studying.

Do you remember? I do...

I think life is as much as we make of it. Half empty, or half full.

For you,

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

Margaret Mitchell

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they already have.

Bye.

Can't wait for next weekend.

` i need a holiday

I mean, seriously.
It's just exams, right? haha.
Anyone ready to make your new year's resolution?

ie.
I wanna love unconditionally.
I wanna download more songs.
I wanna stop procrastinating.
I wanna write a story.
I'll start next year.
Bye guys :)


/edit:

Click to enlarge if you can't see.
My business lecturer named the file
"Marksheet (still pending... will be done by Friday midnight)"
haha. So cute.
Or
Am I the only one laughing at it?
...
Yeah. So i'm checking my carry marks to see how far I am from passing.
*consoles myself*

Laura says i'm delusional.
Dark purple and not so dark purple. :)

coffee, please?
Someone.
Anyone.
Okay.

Break no. 087654678900987 over.
Study. Bye.

` so i posted this a week late

I've had so much going on, and i've really been meaning to blog all about it, but somehow or rather, everything has been in the 'rush' mode, so yeah. All events have come to a long end, so no point blogging. Anyway, since yesterday was a big day for us, i'm going to blog about it right away. We celebrated my grandmother's 80th birthday last night, with a small get together. I can't believe that over all that excitement, I actually forgot to sit down and eat. To top the cake, people said the food was good. Well, at least I got to steal take a sip of some soup? Lol.

Anyhoo, I made a birthday cake for the small celebration, with a whole lot of help from my mom, who had to desperately help me finish the cake in time. My official new year of 2009 resolution: Don't procrastinate or leave anything to the last moment. Things to apply to: life, in general; especially school work. Hahaha. (I still don't like groupwork, btw)

Yeah, I know the cake kinda looks small. It's 10x10 inches. Two layers of fruit cake with muncho muncho brandy. Mom's real good at making fruit cakes. Everyone said it was nice. I didn't get a chance to try it, really. I had a few crumbs here and there, in between all my rush. haha. It was really heavy though. It was a real task having to lug carry it around.

What a picture to end this post with. Guess whose legs! :) Alright. So I stopped adding captions. Sue me. haha. This' kinda late. Got lotsa other pics to add. Will do so soon. Brazillian buffet and sweet shopping? haha. When I feel like it. Ciao the mao.

` idaho fires

I seriously think you'd have more time in your hands to carry out your dutiful responsibilities if only you slowed down on the internet. Do you think the level of importance of what you do surpasses that of my exams and grades? If me doing badly is acceptable, I'm glad to hop on. Call me when you're sober. Otherwise, don't bother.

sigh. stress. gao meng. haha. bye.

` the ground folds

Wira Debate Champions 2008: SMKDJ

lalala. :)

Kononnya the only school to win the title three times in the country.

haha.

God is so kind.

I'm sure they did good.

You all deserve... sleep :)

If i'm not mistaken, they swooped all the debate titles this year.

Taylors, HELP and Wira.
Edit: not Taylors, i'm sorry. It was KDU.
But who cares, the Wira is theirs. :)

Rach, looks like what you said can come true, right?

"If we get this championship, fail exams also worth it"

hahaha.

I know my picture's completely unrelated, but who cares?

Celebration baybeh!


`Edit//

Okay. That was one short post. I was in between classes when the sister messaged me. I think I suffered from multiple anxiety attacks this morning. I kept looking at my phone wondering "hmmm. Did they lose? Is that why I haven't got a message all morning? Didn't the debate start at eight? Isn't it supposed to end already? They crying or what?" =_= Three classes back too back and that's all I could think of.

I think they deserved it, and they were truly blessed. Twelve days, crazy speeches for four motions, printers and brain juices running on overdrive, while they all thrived on adrenaline. Alright. I'm just malu that over one of the weekends I slept at 5am doing my assignment, woke up the next afternoon around 12 and saw Keefe, Sophia and Zaf (and maybe the others, but I was too sleepy to notice) staring at me when I came down like some lazy old lady. I nicely asked them "oh, only the few of you? Where's the rest?", bluntly they replied "we've been here all morning, we're going back soon". Haha. Malu giler. Hold on, I think I remember them very clearly cos they always loudly say "hi Michelle" (I have a feeling they think I'm partially deaf. haha).

My account of the story:

So it's been a long journey. I just realised that this' my 100th post in this blog. I kept shifting blogs, I lost count. Anyway, it's such a coincidence that good awesome news came along with this 'celebration' of my 100th post.

You know the saying "what's yours will be yours, regardless"? I think this is the situation, the moment and the perfect illustration to that saying - those kids winning the Wira cup 2008.

Earlier this year, they got eliminated at the State level. Not eliminated literally, but they were Selangor's first runner up. It's a long story to how they got reinstated to represent Selangor. The state champions, after approximately five months, decided (two weeks before the competition) that the competition was too close to their SPM examinations. At least it seemed that way, because that was when the DJ kids were informed. Consequently, these little kids decided to 'defer' their school finals, to focus on the Wira nationals.

What other schools did in months, they did in twelve days. Now, that is one helluva challenge; for that, they deserve some respect man. They devoted their waking hours and sleeping seconds to this. Well, at least I think they did. Lol. Finally, their twelve days worth of excessive, overwork and underpaid affairs, with unrestrained, choked up phone bills left them basking in the joy of victory. Slowly but surely, they conquered in the end.

haha. I'm really happy for them. When they got into the finals, I was like "you know, they already got so far with 12 days worth of work; if they lose, at least they retain the title of National runner-ups?". I think I was secretly and desperately trying to console myself that not all people get to be winners. Plus, other teams have slogged months, over the motions! haha. Nevertheless, I was ecstatic when I heard the news. I'm not the only one. We're all really happy. All of us.

Alrighty, i'm getting 'loh soh' already. ClassesAssignments are starting to take a toll on me. haha. My own fault. I still hate dislike group assignments, yo! The sister's getting home soon. Can't wait to hear the spills. :)


*hunger pangs*

Keni: "you're always starving"

*reflects*

Maybe, just maybe, that's why i'm gaining weight at sucha rate. Life's good, i'm prosperous. That's all.

*living in denial*

haha.


`ms. Brightside :)

` bruises

I regret my last post already. haha. What the heck was I thinking? Well, fact is, you don't blog when you're P.O.'d. It's wrong it ten thousand ways. PDA is pathetic. Public display of anger. Not public display of affection. o.0 I'm lame in so many ways, you lose count.

Alright. So much has happened in the last few days, i'm starting to forget what i've done. I've slept at 5am and woke up at around 8am for approximately half of the last eight days or so. Pathetic much. My life is getting more and more pathetic by the day (or so I thought). I'm trying to avoid group assignments as much as possible now. haha.


Mm... Josh, Ellie, the two mummies and I went shopping yesterday (after only about 20 wrong turns? yeah. I'm exaggerating alright). Yummy. So much choice, you get this mega duper headache trying to decide. From show dresses, to dance costumes, to normal cocktail dresses, to... Everything (well nearly) I could've imagined. And at that price? Sigh. How to choose? mm :) Yay. One more round next week with the two extra ppl we need. One more mummie and the little girl who fits right into everything there. *cough cough*


Anyway, as you can see, (most of you know) after much coaxing, I finally went to watch 'Crazy Little Thing Called Love' yesterday and it was really cute. I was pretty impressed. I caught their second last show. So if you guys wanna watch em, click here to find out more. Bring your family along. It's ... real ... *drama wama*


Oh oh 0h. I just got this call from my mom. The sister (who's in Kelantan now btw, for the Wira Nationals), called to inform that their team beat Kedah. haha. DJ ppl kiasu. Lets pray that they get a shot at this Wira title? :) Ladidaaa. Whatever the outcome, they've already made it this far thanks to *cough cough* :) Congrats!

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winterfar beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed, that with the sun's love
in the spring, becomes the rose.

Catch them, ya?
Nah Ming. So big the poster. CAN YOU SEE IT?

bye folks.

*Monday Blues*

` thank sanity it's over

I think know that if I speak my mind right now, I'm going to regret it. So, i'll just shut up and sulk the bullshit and wish it'll all just dissolve in the acid i'm churning inside me.

Anyway, it's amazing how people choose to respond only when it benefits them.

hah.

Bye bytches.

` late late late late

23 October 2008

Happy Birthday Kam!

:)

You're 19, fabulous and MIA.

Study hard and all the best alright?



**************

20 October 2008

MIA would be underrated in your situation.

=_=

Happy birthday you cow.

I know how to un-MIA you.

Invite you to one of our makan seshens or parties.

sigh.

You're sucha cow.
Let me rephrase that.
You're the only cow.


Thank you both for being, well, you.
See you guys around.
and yes, i'm sorry this is late as it is.

I'm not going to attempt to give a pain or lame ass excuse.
(i've been drowning is assignments!)
Yeah. The things the pangs of my conscience make me do.

Hope you guys have a blessed year being 19.
Next year you're gona ne twenteen without the teen.

ok bye.


Love much.

` i'll find a way

hallo. (in the retarded Cina apek way)
I think only Syin and Jo the hamster will get my drift,
which reminds me of the Sheep prank calling HKeat, offering massages and more.
=_=


It's (please insert entire profanity dictionary glossary here) five in the morning.
Yeah. Two nights in a row.


Even Gwen Stefani's Four in the morning song cannotmakeit.


This is what you get, M, for being you.


Give me three more days and i'll be all about the sect!
yeah right...


I've got class tomorrow morning at 9.30am.

If I have to wake up to wash up and bathe, it'll have to be 8am.

Three hours to sleep?


Predicament:
To sleep, or not to sleep.


Screw it.

Goodnight folks!

` i hate you but i love you

I spent the morning in LAN class. Three hours of that.
What? Do I hear you say "Saturday?" ...

Precisely my point. Sucha pain, ain't it?

The parents came pick me up after that.
Went for lunch, and mom went to her favourite shop. Lol.

Once in a while, we go out randomly, just the three of us.
I like it.

Yes. I'm selfish like that, sometimes.

Somethings don't change, do they?

...

haha.

I damn7stupid.




On the contrary,

some things do change.

Take the best example. Sampans. :)

1 afloat, 1 sunken, and 1 constantly trying to un-drown.

Lmao.

Despite the massive disparity, we're still holding up.

*lying down at the Farm, in the middle of the night*
*1 hand flies up* "LINEEEEE"
*2 hands fly up to be right by the first*


The simple act of love that drives you.

The things we used to do...

The things we still do...

The things we stopped doing...

You both know I banyak sayang you dua, kan? kan?

And, for never saying no. :)




haha. glad you guys enjoyed dinner. :)


oh oh oh. You people remember Sam (the horsey girl) from Brisbane?

I got this email from her (which some of you might've got)
and this part was like uber fascinating. :)

37.

How many pets do you have

let me see 2 horses, 3 cows, lots of chickens, 3 geese, and a dog...oh wait I forgot our dog passed away today...silly me:(

not the passed away part.
just the entire list of pets =_="

We know that the due date's in a week, and yet we're still like that. hahahahahaaaaa