Saturday, September 26, 2009

` nothing's gonna change my love for you



When Firefox is being a bitch, always fall back on Safari. (:

(although I secretly think the colours look very odd) =_=

I need to update with  proper pictures.
Once you use DSLR, compact camera pics look very @!#^&^* so i'm never satisfied. :(
But lazy to carry DSLR everywhere. knn

Life has been a roller-coaster of emotions; I'm still trying to catch up.

Too much, too soon.

Picture credits: sister - Kelantan's sunrise :)

Thursday, September 24, 2009

` doraffle <- ftw

Will you still love me if i'm slow?
This last few years say anything, slowpoke?


fml.

If I blogged every hour, I would wound like a pschoticB with fluctuating hormones and emotions. Nothing that would sound very good, actually. I've been having a lot of long afternoon naps lately. Which joker told me that sleeping can help lose weight? I'm still as fat! =_= Then at night I have trouble sleeping cos i'm still wide awake. Last night, I counted sheep, literally. They were white, and wore pink jerseys with numbers on them, and they were jumping over fences. Yes. I lost count, started again, dosed off, lost count, slept off, lost count, stared all over again - changing jersey colours with each round. haha. My life is very interesting. =_=

I forgot that I have my journal due tomorrow; thank God for last minute people who call everyone to ask if they've got anything done.

Then there was Nicky and trying to tempt me with Starbucks at 11 at night. =_=

Journal time :)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

` with LOVE

Hello BioP. I love you; please love me back and be nice to me.

ftw.

This obsession is killing me.

I will get you then you will love me back. Wait and see!

Also one-two-joos-ing for team members. =_= Why me? But I like, nonetheless.

Also, I came down with this nasty flu - Clarinase also doesn't work fml.

I now have a sore nose, literally. Thank God for RoyalGoldTissue.


I walked out, but you didn't stop me twice.

` i won't say that i'm in love

I slammed my chin on the edge of the chair.

Don't ask how.

Only I get into these situations. *pain

I wanted to go back to school,
but right now can I take that thought back? 0.o

Friday, September 18, 2009

` picture of you

I saw this incredible bottom I wanted last week.
Then I thought I'd remember the next day. Obviously, I thought wrong.
fml. Couldn't even remember which blog - until now.
I remembered a week later and it's all gone now. Non-restockable.

Grumpy! *sulks in a corner.

***

 I was going to post that up last night but got bombarded by the sixers.

=_= haha. Talk about nearly-failed surprises. *hint: lunch.

Ghetto some more! Le sigh.

Thank you, can? (:

Slept 4am; plan totally failed. And woke up for class at 8. fml.

Thank you for all the messages and sorts.

And the "I'm not nagging you today - please go sleep, can?"

Sleep now.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

` all that you I need

From the kindy days. Very comel right! Curious kids. I miss! Egiel and Vilja.
 Havoc two. *honk-honk days. Swimming Fridays, fruity days and hugs*
 Oh and sharing food. =_= yes.


I love 'em short messages.


In fact, I love you!


Congratulations.


Actually, I'm just happy that you're happy.


You asked me what I wanted. Well, I want you. Cheh-wa. Kembang? :)


Period. :)




But what I really wanna do is curl up in a ball,
blast the air con, hide under five blankets,
stuff my ear pieces in and play some good music; and cry.
And pretend like none of this matters,
like none of this exists.

When I say this I mean my hormones.
I hate.
Scale: TEN POINT FIVE.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

` life is wonderful

Hi you, how is Northumbria? Have you settled in? :)


I had the most horrible lecture i've ever had my entire lifetime today.


If I fail; I have you to thank. =_= no. I'm serious.


I love food.


Bri said I lost weight. We both know it didn't happen cos I still can't fit into my jeans.


Just entertaining my fat days on your first day stuck with us la ya? haha.


R and his "tight ass, tight abs".


OhandwhyiseveryoneinManchester?





On a rather serious note, I just gathered all my course outlines and deadlines (finally, right) and i'm (well) as good as dead. Yeah. I was just exaggerating. I guess it's all very possible as long as I stay focused - not on my calender (cos it's been pretty much what I've been doing) - and keep up with my work. Totally trying to psych myself up for this. haha. I should have left the dates on the course outline. =_= Nonetheless, been loving pretty much everything lately.


I can also boast that I've cleaned my room. Okay. Part of it. Not the whole thing, but at least i'm progressing right? Give me some credit for starting at all, can or not!


/edit


Imagine my shock when Munkee calls me and our conversation goes like the following

You have group meeting tomorrow.
Huh?
You have group meeting tomorrow. *talking as if I'm deaf - his favourite pastime.

WHAT MEETING? *wonders if he called the wrong person
PMG 
HOW YOU KNOW!?!?
Yao Rachel
How you know her!
She messaged my phone. You were using my phone that day, remember?
Oh. *deep breath.

But imagine his shock when he got a message saying "group meeting tomorrow" when he thought he just completed all his group assignment. It was a take-turns-to-scare-each-other moment. Why me? Why?
LAURA DON'T WELCOME ME TO THE CLUB PREMATURELY. Please, thanks.
Yes I made a blog header in like under ten minutes (which explains its simplicity). Very cute right the monster? Till I feel like strangling and shaking it simultaneously. You know how the motion goes? Then the monster's hands will be flailing in the air. Okay. I'm rambling. But yes. New header! :) Nite, world.

James, why me!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

` last night we had a great fight

Five years, is it? Everyone's leaving, and so is Adele. =_= I think the most "emotional" part of the night - besides you leaving - would have been when the recording of the "fondest memory of Adele" was taking place.
Adele and I - we go back to days of tuition and the sorts. The asam laksa that her mom buys for us (with an abundance of fish! I was always sure she paid the hawker fella extra for all the fish we used to get) is the only asam laksa I eat. That literally means I haven't had asam laksa ever since I stopped tuition. Okay, maybe once at the Kam's grandparents house during Chinese New Year this year, which was also good (proof: L had three servings plus 1 more - no prizes for guessing whose). But that doesn't make me any more interested in eating asam laksa. The Mr. R moments. The epic first time seeing Mr. R outside the house gate and thinking he was some gang leader, and refusing to open the gate until she said a prayer for protection - literally. =_= Okay la. I know i'm blogging  strictly about history now, but it's good to look back once in a while.

Good or bad. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

The one who read the U Sukses Biology book thrice the night before the exam and still thought it wasn't enough. =_= 
Funny how the entire bunch of us only really meet up when someone's leaving or someone's celebrating some sort of birthday. We all lead very busy and separate lives. Nonetheless, it's always nice seeing all these people and asking the stupidest questions (sometimes repetitive questions over a series of events because we don't remember asking the same question the previous time/s) *shy. I should actually look for our pictures from the yesteryears. We would all have a good laugh. Look how far we've come. How much we've grown.
Remember the black, blacker & blackest? The powerpuff boys? Blacks the mad scientist (was that the name?) with the very familiar "push the button" and his very puffy curry puff-ish hair and nerd glasses; Tan's used-to-be-six-pack abs-now-flabs; the Cow's snoring habits and the sock in his mouth + the entire sound system blaring his snore; the serani and his long hair, chubby cute-baby-brother face; Siao's VI non-humour, which wears everyone (but him) out,  and hairy-belly (I didn't just say that - I forgot what we named it. Pires?); the classic Kam moments that no one actually gets, yet he is precious beyond explanation; Munkee's annoyingly rotten (understatement) voice and too-loud-for-his-own-good comments, turned sampan + "LINE!" moments at the farm; Shameless' Christ-like smile; and how could anyone forget the fatty's it's-complicated situation with the roaches - "Die! Die!" *rolls bottle over cockroach and being the perfect "wife", but wife he is no more. 

Those were the days. The days when we were younger, fatter/thinner, more naive, innocent (actually I'd think was non-existent within anyone of us, other than Adele), full of spontaneity (we still are!), single-r (hahaha), and well, alot more. We've all come a long way. Look at us. Despite our differences and explosive arguments, we seem to still be friends - must be some sort of curse, really *peace. Thank God (or not! Always kena bully!). But seriously, thank God for friends like this bunch. Wouldn't trade them for nuts (maybe for coffee, Haagen Dazs, chilli padi, and good chicken curry in the right colour).
I really don't think anyone got this far.
Haha.
 If you got this far, you're either really bored, or you're one of us, and know what i'm talking about. The good old days. You old farts, ;) 
You know you're old when even Munkee admits that he can't eat as much, and he feels that age is catching up with him - now that is a sign. Watch out! Age is catching up!

Oh Laura, I found the voice recording we made when we went to Penang and were locked out of the room. Yeah. It's still as embarrassing and funny as ever.
Post dedicated to the one who bought me Starbucks and complained that I blog once a week at most and have very extreme case of photo-only or words-only posts. Eh you very bising, considering the fact that you don't have to maintain a blog or even blog to begin with. Fb is not counted cos I don't fb. Thank you. Nah. One whole post of the mix. I blog about you next time, ok? :)

Photo credits: LSM
What I do, I do for you.
But I can't tell you - it's supposed to be a surprise.

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

` self inflicted



as long as I don't pack anvils =_=

"But i'm pleased that he's doing a fine job metallising you".


Drama abolitionist. heeee

` seven C's wtf.

Ian: Michelle, tomorrow I bring an A4 paper to show you ok.

=_=

I'm stuck aren't I? HAHA THE SEVEN C's.

dum dum.

Friday, September 04, 2009

` flawless

Today will be filled with really random thoughts or whatsoever.



Last weekend was awesome. The choir was the bomb, thank God. Literally.



Now, I started classes this week. I like my timetable. In fact, I LOVE MY TIMETABLE. What more can I ask for, right? *Touch wood. Wait till I allocate all my tutorials first. It's been good so far. I like it very much.



Between grams and I just now,

Am I fat?
Very! Look at your stomach!
*fml.




Then Dad and I,

Dad wake me later before you go out.
Okay.
*20 minutes later.
Girl, wake up now. You better wake up now or you won't wake up till I come
back later in 2 hours.

*fml. Am I that lazy? Self-reflection: Yes.


Then blacks and I

I got something that I wanna ask or tell you.

What?

But I can't remember.

*five mins later.

Oh I remember! Tmr is Saturday!

*fml.


haha. Told you today was random. So much I wanna blog about but I still have no idea where to start, and it's slowly fading away. xD

*shy.

k nite :) LOVE. :)