` HIS Ideal

GOD’S IDEAL

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone
to have a deep soul relationship with another
to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.

But God, says,
“No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by Me alone, with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me,
with having an intensely personal relationship with me alone,
discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found,
will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.
You will never be able to unite with another until you are united with Me,
exclusive of anyone or anything else,
exclusive of any other desires or longings.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing,
and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing,
one that you cannot imagine.
I want you to have the very best.
Please allow Me to bring it to you.
You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest thing,
keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM,
keep listening and learning the things I tell you,
you just wait, that’s all.

Don’t worry. Don’t be anxious.
Don’t look around at the things others have gotten or that I’ve given them.
Don’t look at the things you think you want.
You just keep looking at Me, or you’ll miss what I want to show you.

And then, when you’re ready,
I’ll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any you would dream of.
You see, until you are ready, and until the one I have for you is ready,
(I am working even at this moment to have you both ready at the same time)
until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me,
and the life I prepared for you,
you won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me,
and thus the perfect love.

And dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love.
I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me,
and to enjoy materially and concretely,
the everlasting union of beauty, perfection and love.
Know that I love you utterly.
I am God.

Believe it and be satisfied.”

* i saw this on Ben-G's blog. just had to steal it. i think it's meaningful and real.

` FIRST TIMES

Thursday, 27th Sept

DID YOU KNOW... Michelle ate strawberries for the FIRST TIME in her life on thursday? wakaka. All my life, i've loved strawberry jam but i've NEVER eaten fresh strawberries ever. Well, they weren't as bad as i expected them to be.. BUT IT WAS SOUR okay! And apparently according to my sister, it was very sweet for a strawberry. That goes to show how much of SUGAR they put into the jam i've been stuffing myself with all my life! sighhh..

No wonder i'm the size i am..

After that, i went to the Ramadhan Bazaar at Kota Damansara with Denon. That'd be my first time to a Ramadhan Bazaar. Lol. Well, before that, my mom asked me to buy ayam percik and i was like.. WHAT?? But i decided that they'd have sign boards for me to look for this "ayam percik". So there we went, looking for this ayam percik. FINALLY a stall had this cardboard thing going on

AYAM PERCIK
... (something something)... RM4
... (something something)... RM3.50
PAHA - RM4

so i was like.. eh denon. Paha is thigh, right? then he was like i think so0o0o0o.. Then suddenly this other malay lady who was a customer as well turned to us (looked us in the eyes as if we were big time mega idiots) and said "BTW, PAHA is DRUMSTICK". uh... RTGYHJNM KJHNBTGVRFEGHKMJHNGVT^YHU*IJOK!@?#$%$^&*(

WHAT IS PAHA? Its THIGH OK! at least i think it is.. =s wahaha. So we went to two Ramadhan bazaars that evening. First the bigger one, then the smaller one. Both in KD. There was lots of food! Denon was s0o0o0o drooling!

And Denon, THANKS FOR HELPING ME CARRY ALL MY FOOD! hahaa.. Oh and everything was so colourful! =p whee. My family enjoyed all the makan i bought home that night. yums!

*in chorus*

food food glorious food

Friday, 28th Sept.

Yes, my dear friends, this is my Chemistry teacher, Mrs PS Tan.

Alot of students (that she don't teach) tend to dislike her cos she can get brutally n awfully honest and straightforward but i think i give her credit for being the teacher she is. =)

She can really tell stories i tell you... haha..
and she's awfully cute when she starts her teeth-ish giggles! hahaha.


so we had this random Chemistry experiment which i had to totally screw up (according to Elijah's prediction in the morning)

There you have two bottles hanging off the ice block with a chromium wire (i think). The pressure was supposed to this that blis blab. Then wire goes through ice then ice forms on top of wire blee bla blee blab. Ok. It was supposed to show the anomalous behaviour of water.



<--- here we have the wire slowly seeping through the ice block.

-->
tadaaa.. that's the wire half way through the ice block..

Tricia just felt like putting the
pad lock there.
Jessica added decor by putting the coin there.
LOL

thats Jay Chou trying to ber-cute-ness.




this, my dear friends, is Mei Yoongs weekly routine at Chem tuition.
My teman. haha. Believe me. She's absolutely cute.
She was at my house before tuition and we were actually talking abt having our comps.
(over Pizza. omgosh has anyone tried the KAYA BANANA PIZZA by Dominos?)
Lol. Good intentions la girl. Thats all that matters.

this be the only semi-manual car in this country.
(if you know what i mean)
observe the pic, you donkey

I swear yesterday was so crazy!!! Laura n Raf came to get me from Chem tuition.
We went to Marks n Spencer, OU to look for shades but couldn't find any.
We ended up buying chocolate. LOTS N LOTS OF IT.
Their chocolate is second heaven. =) hahaha.
Its amazing how much we could just eat. LOL.

This, i quote from Laura.

"laura it's all your fault!! i just wanted to come here to buy shades and you made me eat chocolates!!! i'm gonna grow fat because of you!!!" mich says..

i respond.." wait wait wait... did i miss something here... did I ask YOU to eat MY chocolates and then call yourself fat??? Yeah.... did i miss something.. i mean... MY chocolates??"

"hehe...heee...hehe..heee....heee....." she says.....

GGGGGEEEEEEZZZZZZ MICHELLE!!! hahahahahahaaa

whooooops...but they were so tasty...

Just so you know, there's this built-in handphone in Rafies car. @#$#%^&*^&%$
So we were bored and decided to prank call about 10 people.

3 of them actually fell for it.

Apparently we were from some insurance company.
We started with chinese slang to french to indian and all. It was all quite funny.
I'll skip the embarrassing details.
Btw, the ppl we called were Daryll Clint Anne Funghow Kenny Aaron and who else ar?
cannot remember d. Lol.

This' a vid of one of the convos. Lol. Pretty dumb.

This was one of the milder ones though. LOL.
oh but watch the ending part where laura comes in (trying to sound spasticly her)
its damn stooopiddd. wakaka.

apparently the ballerina, blora and i decided to do a little shopping! =)

Blora, Beatrice and I with our short hairs. LOL

(L-R) Evo Subaru Evo Evo
ah shucks. Missed 2 Evos out. Oh welllll.
You'll never guess who the White-Black Evo belongs to. wakaka.
got home at like 1.15am
so sleepy.
long hot day.

then you called..

_needforspeed.com_

` triplets

. the triplets .

2 girls and a guy.

wait.. THREE GIRLS! my bad. Lol

Valerie . Kevin . Rachel

how often do you find such wonderful TRIPLETS? =)

` shawn i want my bday pics!

These are the only pics i have in my camera.

How utterly sad.. )'=

after some of them left.. LOL

^ old old school people ^

^ old school friends ^

deja vu

haha. just got off the phone with Laura, and before that R's mom.
Laura called me n we talked about aunty Rosie who came to visit. Not a pleasant visit i'd say.
and how i didn't get to see the waterfalls. thank goodness cos i hate waterfalls.
Talked about stupid stupid exams.
Laura, if you see this ever, laugh with me, laugh real hard. wakaka.

_miss_i'm_gonna_get_it_done_LATER_

` anything but ordinary

platters that nearly got Anne and I killed last weekend.

Note to self: Long stacks not necessary. Anne can't eat like Laura can. Period.

(L-R) tlsy and fpy!

hand gestures influenced by the nutcrack they sit with in class.
*rolls eyes*

oh man we're damn lala now.

on a random note, this' my baby sister who recently cut her hair short like mine!
Well, she proudly declared that she pulled her own tooth out
*notice the cotton
(my mom has been doing it all for her)

CONGRATS! One more tooth down! haha.

Rafie and I with Denon at this place we found at Kota Damansara called 888.

Typical Chinese la. 888. haha. Disappointing food thought the ambiance was not bad.

Then a flashback for Raf and Denon.

Denon: Remember when i used to illegally drive my dad's Iswara last time?
*SERIOUS AR??!?! crazy meh?!?*
Rafie: Oh yeah! you were speeding in it, it was manual, you were 14!!!
*WHY?? WHY MEEE? why'd i mix around with these nut cracks??*
Denon: And remember you said "ah. I like manual. I'll get a manual Evo one day"
*poyooooo*
Rafie: Yeah man!
Denon: Dahlah ada ni?!!!!
*buat lagak la ni!!!! ish!*
that's the Evo that looks really tame.
Don't underestimate it.
Looks can be absolutely deceiving.

okay so i tested the car.
BOY AM I GLAD I DIDNT FRY THE CLUTCH!!!! *sobs, hides face.

It was so so hard!
Well, cos it's now a sports clutch cos his original clutch slipped when they dyno'd it i think?
Wtv. Point is, his original clutch couldn't take the power.
So this one (a damn hard clutch), was supposed to take more power.

You see, the car is now three times more powerful than before it went into the workshop.

Denon said give me 5 tries to balance on a hill and i'd give up.
Denon! IN YOUR FACE! Third try and i balanced okay! bahahah!
I've had good training for manual cars from Rafie.

Rafie:
omgosh. Denon give u 5 tries. You better not disappoint me!
After all, i don't take students easily *yeah rite*

*after 3 tries*

Michelle:
OMGOSH I DID ITTTTTT!!

whee`
i pump petrol with cdt card for first time today!
wahaha.

on another random note due to a random encounter,
i despise the R-tard drivers on the road who create unnecessary congestion!
WTH!? why must stop in the Yellow box and block the world? WHY?

!@#$%^&*()(*_)&*&^%W$

petrol damn expensive nowadays. =s

_cars_

` good bonding session w grams yo

u know what'd make a GREAT bonding session with your 80 year old grams?

HELP HER DYE HER HAIR!!

haha. Dunno how my grams can trust me to dye her hair.

Well, i would've took a few pics here and there but she would've killed me.

Oh well.

At least i know that i have a promising career as a hair-dyer. XD

Loves loves loves.

` quiet weekend

playing playing the Canon toy
*bahs

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this' 1 of the 2 shirts (7-8yrs old, wrong size. had to go back yesterday to change to 5-6yrs old)
i got for Victoria Heng's coming birthday from ZARA.

I also got her this top saying "love is in the air". Pretty inappropriate for a kid.
But who cares.

2 years ago i bought her sister (Gabriel) shirts from ZARA as well, which said
"I should have my own TV show"
and another saying
"I should have my own jet plane"
she preferred the latter.

She wears it all the time.
Even until now. haha.

MAKES ME SO DAMN HAPPY TO KNOW SHE LIKES IT!

Absolutely good buy for adorable kids.

Okay. Generally ZARA kids have pretty affordable tops.

Oh and they have leggings for kids in bright colours with matching tops too!
(which i got for Gabriel's last birthday)

They have absolutely cute bags that even you and i (only if you're a girl) can use.
I'm serious!

Since i'm on a ZARA frenzy now, i might as well tell you,
R n L bought me this amazing green stripped collared sleeveless top.
(another one of their presents for me) wakaka.
They chose that to a shirt that was absolutely tempting which had
"i'm not fat. I just eat for two" on it. haha.

okay. maybe in my case i can eat for 3 or 4 people
0.o

. the picture says it all .

` i nearly forgot. never will i forget

You see, at Marianne's house, while we were uh.. waiting for Laura to come, i was in the balcony staring out. THEN SUDDENLY, i hear a great commotion behind me (at the golf course). This bunch of old bald guys yelling at each other about whose fault it was that the ball landed in the pond (or so it seemed/i assumed) haha. YES, they really were THAT loud.

So i told Anne. Okay move out of the way. i'm coming in quick. Then i yelled at them "eh jangan bising bising lah!" then i ran in for my life!!! =_=' Lol. then we crawled to her back window to see if they realised, well apparently they either didn't hear me or they were just quietly moving on to the next hole. LOL.

So yes, we were at Anne's place studying. Yes people, "studying"! Anne doing her drawing, Laura doing her specialist math and me? oh oh uhm uhm.. CHEM?

For a moment there, Laura and I went to the back window to look see look see. Then Anne goes "oh look! There's a squirel!". Laura an my nonsense starts here "JEEK JEEK JEEK JEEK", we go, as if that's what squirels sound like. The poor thing ran away.

Oh and we ended up yelling at golfers. Don't ask. Lol. All this happened only because Anne was out of the room. Lol. Laura, do u think we're LOA? haha.

_a_day_out_with_the_3_pigs_

` girls day

we were SUPPOSED to be studying at Anne's house.

i'm sure we did. But of course with a few moments of distractions? *ahem.

awesome threesome
i mean.. how often do we get to SHARE A WASHROOM TOGETHER?? wahaha
sounds damn wrong man.

ooh i can jump jump jump! *excitement

*pooooots*

Michelle: Hello can i please change the order i made earlier?
Mc Donalds: Sorry. On the way.

Anne, Laura n Mich: !@#$%^)__)(*&%@!

20 piece nugget
Beef fold-over (large)
Chicken Mc Deluxe (large)
Apple Pie
2 chocolate Sundaes (to dip our fries in!) =D

lowest to highest. wheee~

Laura posing with Marianne's work. wahaha.

. pictures say it all .

_my_babes!_

` halo halo people

apparently, i've got my finals in a weeks time

mama if u read this, i'm not ready.

i swear i'll start studying. soon. latest by next year.

shucks. shoot me.

shoot me now.

u know i need u to knock my book with a pen.

poke my ribs to wake me up.

haha.

_ms_i'm_not_a_procrastinator_

` patchi much

I'm damn lazy to post anymore. My life's really exciting. Definitely more exciting than alot of people. I'm not bragging. I'm just thankful, grateful, in fact, for the people around me, and all they're willing to do for me.

My parents, my family, who are constantly supportive of all i do. Literally. They stick up for me. And i <3 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">(willingly/UNwillingly) to do things for me. haha.

To all of you who mean the world to me, you know who you all are. i <3 style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);" size="5">I LOVE MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS. ALL OF IT!

Here's an encounter with one of my birthday presents.

Patchi Chocolates from Laura n Rafie.
(one of the four/five presents they got for me)
in turn, i love the both of you. if i haven't already told you this, i <3 style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:85%;" >a few days, i spend looking and admiring the chocolates.
i was tempted to keep them till christmas.
okay. so FOUR days *fighting temptation and urges to eat*
after my birthday, i decided. OKAY! pick ONE!

*hmmm.. WHICH ONEEEEE?*

Why no petunjuk one!?!@?@#$%

*picks one*
*takes a bite*

EWWWW! COCONUT FILLING!

people, i love chocolate. PLAIN MILK CHOCOLATE.
i swear it crossed my mind that L n R bought the filled ones for me so i'd give it back to them then they'd eat it all for me. GLADLY, in fact.

Tough luck! All mine. ALL!

So0o0o0o0, i spent TEN long minutes sucking on that ONE chocolate.
sucked of all the chocolate and spit all the coconut residue into the toilet bowl.
(laura's reaction to that? "hello girl! u spitting gold into toilet bowl ah!") sorry boss! haha.
Gross? i know, i know. Don't remind me how gross i was.

BUT I DONT LIKE COCONUT OKAY!
or fruits or nuts for that matter, in my chocolate!

chocolate is a personal experience!
it's a one to one thing!!
chocolate with any filling at all, is like...
GANG BANG!

*no meaning, no experience. enough said.

@%^&*()*&^#@!
shucks. sounds so wrong. haha.
okay. not gang bang. just not personal anymore, or like what Jon Siao would say,
about his "drink".
"a drink is like your gf *tipsy* you don't share gf rite? so go get ur own drink!"

haha.

okay. i was utterly disappointed with my first Patchi from that box.
All my life of Patchi loving, my first utter disappointment.

*10 minutes contemplating whether or not to eat another one*

FINALLY, michelle decides! she picks one up.
*pops into mouth*

"Oh my frigging goodness! plain milk chocolate! L n R i love love love love the choc."
whahahaha.
maybe more than i love the both of you. =s


-the-chocolate-addict-

i'm enjoying everything. =)

` hooked

you've got me hooked on you.

my everything - michael buble

my best friend's girl - Dorothy Koomson

thanks Don for the book. very nice. =)
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_lil_miss_lipsmack_

` i turned 18

i'm not in school today only because there isn't Chemistry today and Mr JP's not in school. Therefore, no physics! Plus, i needed to catch up on my lost sleep over the last 2nights.

Lets start with....

17th September 07

it was a normal-fied day. except for the fact that it was a MONDAY.
In my previous blog, i've ranted my butt off about Mondays.
But here goes. AGAIN. No perhimpunan today! *yeah baybeh!*
*!@#$%^&*&(*)*&^%$#@!!#@ that also means 5 periods of Chemistry..

thank goodness no physics after that. Chilling. Mr JP was out of school for some meeting of some sort. haha.

So, my birthday is tomorrow! And this year in particular, i didn't plan a party or whatsoever. I was feeling super lazy. Unlike previous years. Oh well.. I think age is catching up with me!

oh whee~ age is definitely catching up!

did i mention how much Anne was complaining about the face being out of proportion!? geeee.

Well, I even planned to sleep early tonight! But, when i decided to sleep at around 11pm, MY SLEEP WAS SHORT LIVEd. Very. *tsk

My sister came in at about 11.50, woke me up!! and MADE ME WATCH THIS VIDEO she 'downloaded'. i was like.. can't this wait until tomorrow?? apparently not. Oh well..

and when i watched the video, *blurry vision* "Hey. Thats the Michael Buble - Everything song" *continues with blurry vision* "omfriggingdnssss! my friendsssssssssss!!! in a garden?!?"

it was actually quite funny la. All those in the video, singing to me and wishing me happy birthday, you all damn sweet k. So then. The end. Then my sister said my mom wanted me downstairs to do some stuff and i was like.. "oh..... no....... i wanna sleeeeeep!!!"

But yeah, i went. And when i got to the bottom flight of the stairs, there they all were standing with my cake and singing their happy birthdays. LOl.

Considering the fact that i was half asleep, it actually took some time to register all the information. Lol. I actually took quite long before i came down, didn't i? I mean.. by the time i got down, hampir all the candles were melted! Lol

those who conveniently bombarded my house at midnight to wish me. haha
Rafie, Laura, Marianne, Fung How, Jun Han and Diandran.

P/s: Anne i can't believe u spent the evening with me and didn't warn me about this

oh well, then these little monyets were at my house till like what.. 2 something in the morning? wahlao. But it was quite funny and crazy la. I mean. This' like the earliest / latest birthday wish. I mean. Early cos it was before my birthday. Late cos it was like midnight when we started. Lol.

It was funny and crazy cos two completely different groups of people sat down around my dinig table spending time talking alot of crap. That night i was just feeling absolutely lala okay! So Anne, Laura and I kept doing those peace-ish signs. I think we kinda got on everyones nerves but since it was my birthday, everyone just kept quiet! haha. did i mention we even got to playing play dough?!?! yeah. we did. HAHA. then we had it flying all around the dining room. *throws throws*

After that we started playing taboo! It was till then, did we all realise how sucky our command for the language was at the wee hours of the morning.

those are some of the tools of the trade. The hour glass and that blooper thing.
That blooper thing really gets on everyones nerves. its like *squeek squeek squeek!*
Worst was for Laura, Jun Han and Diandran. Non-stop. ISh.
Well at least they called truce in the end?!?!!

i think Marianne got sick of being lala. Oh well!
and just when we thought we were sane ...

*hee horrrrr* stupid jh's bright idea. Now Laura and i are officially lala. oh well....

they went home and the adrenaline was so great, i was up till 3.30am.

special thanks to Laura Raf Anne Funghow Junhan n Diandran
+ Chiaern n Denon who couldnt make it.

Alright.. 18th September! Michelle's birthday!

Next morning in school, THANK GOD FOR FREE PERIODS!!!

*zZZzZzzzZzz*

Lets cut the chase.

Went for lunch with Mommy at Tony Romas, Cineleisure.


Then i went for this massage.
Then went SHOPPING with Marianne.
haha. damn easy to please her.
oh yes. bEST if we shop at RSH at club because we can swipe card! no need cash. wahaha.

must pose in toilet! Lol. Anne and i (in the bright blue pants)

Then, i came home to ANOTHER SURPRISE PARTY.
I don't have the pictures though.
Will post some pictures of this birthday party another time. =)
Till then, I HAVE AMAZING FRIENDS. =)

- michelle_18_wheee -