. what i felt like on the 15th of Auguust 2006 . and maybe today too .

I don't wanna cry anymore.

I want to know what I want.
What I really really want.
I'm tired of asking myself what's right or
what I should/not do.
I need someone to remind me where I belong,
and lead me to the right path,
tell me everything will be alright.
I want a hug; maybe a kiss.
Whisper in my ears and tell me i'll pull through somehow.
Tell me it's real. Tell me it isn't just a show.
Tell me it isn't just a game that we're playing.
All i wanna know is if it is real.